||[Jan. 16th, 2009|12:30 am]
well...now not only is alex absent from the house, but robert has returned to his other home too. and it sucks. i miss my brothers, they mean the world to me. plus they always licked the bowl for me so i didn't have to let anything go to waste...le'sigh
saw a commercial for diet cherry chocolate dr pepper today, can't wait to try that one. even though it's gonna be wretched.
10 items or less, no reservations, jamie at home...all off to a great start this season. goddam i want to ravage anthony bourdain and jamie oliver...
2 and a fucking half years....like that...still no call, not on new years, not on my birthday, not a few weeks after...no closure...no resolution...no clarification, confessions, or obvious remorse. GAH! i just don't understand how some people behave the way they do. i guess i just care too much about people and expect others to do that too...i really really really don't get it. even other guys i have spoken to tell me that this is a complete asinine thing to do.
new renos starting up tomorrow...and dinner impossibles...what a wonderful week.
i'm an alcoholic
i miss robsy and lexi!
p.s. ummmmmm belinda!? i need to give you a sampling of some baked goods that we will totally have in our bakery/we need some drinks together